M15:
You seem to be on most every NG that I frequent. Go away, M15.
Seek a therapist's help, and you'll find that M15 will be a happy and
normal individual person once again, with no worries.
One thought. . . Why not write a book? The exploits of the fictional
character could be of interest to the fiction reader given a story,
setting, and characterization.
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