ruud wrote:
> On Mar 21, 7:52 pm, "Qu0ll" <Qu0llSixF...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote:
>> "ruud" <noem...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote in message
>> Qu0llSixF...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>> (Replace the "SixFour" with numbers to email me)
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> When I go is up to me. Since December I'm doing 2 different chemos and
> about a dozen other drugs. These 2 are working at keeping it stable
> (they've stopped it growing but they're not getting rid of it). But
> the side effects are bad. I can't do these forever. The docs have made
> it clear the decision is mine on when I give up. One day (probably a a
> couple of months away) I will have to give up because the drugs are
> just doing too much damage. Then it will all be over quick. How much
> of this season I see is really up to me and how long my body stands up
> to the toxic sludge being pumped into it on a regular basis.
That **** of a disease in it's various forms has taken more friends and
family than I care to remember, or want to talk about, but I'm glad you're
standing up to the bastard of a thing Joh, and whatever use good wishes
and
Karma are, you've both from me.
Of course if there is any such thing as Karma, the gutless anonymous prick
who started this thread is in a fair bit of trouble; and I'll bet he won't
face his destiny with anything like the honesty, courage and dignity
you've
shown over the past couple of years.
Hopefully you'll hang in until Manly take another title (that might give
you
a few years yet, tbh :)
'n


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